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Waiting for What?

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Most of the time people sit idle by, waiting for an opportunity - waiting for the “right time”. Waiting for these moments is like waiting for snow to fall in a desert, the possibilities are rare, and there would be a 4 to 1 chance it could happen, waiting for a miracle without putting any effort would be a waste of time.

It is true that everyone wants to have a happy ending, but why do some have to sit and do nothing? Why not stand up and try?

What is holding us back? What is the exact reason for us to delay our goals? 
Everyday we strive for motivation, strive to achieve, yet again, we make excuse. 
Many wants to succeed yet, still there are people who are afraid. 
   Fear. 
Fear have held us back, fear have made us weak and so we make excuses, because fear have gotten in the way, our motivation are weakened. 
 "I'm afraid, because I'm not good enough."    "I'm scared because I don't know what will happen."    "I fear that I will fail."
Why do we c…

You Stay too?

My lollipop - my sweet candy,
Closer. I want you closer to me.
It's not a love song - no sappy love song,
Reality. It's never what you see on screen.I know that I'm different,
I know that I am not what you need.
I try to be perfect,
Yet again I try to please you,
Still,
You refuse to glimpse.It's been far too long,
More then a year,
A constant question,
"Do I still want you dear"We had our moments
And now that's over
You're gone while I'm stuck here.I knew I was just stupid - naive little child.
Thought this was a movie - Leaned in for a kiss.Maybe. Perhaps.
We could be perfect.
Perhaps. MaybeI want you to look at me like how you look at her,
And I want you to know that I'll be here for you.I will stay, but will you?

Who Am I?

I am afraid to be alone, and I don't know why.
All night I tried to be myself, but I couldn't tell how.
I don't know when this all began, "acts" piled up and fake commends.
I want it all over.
Throughout the years I've been so blind, but now it's clear.The sad truth is,
I've got nothing to lose, and nobody cares what do I do.
But if I don't do anything, I know that I'll be on my knees.
Breathing like rats, instead of bleeding out my regrets.So I'm begging please, I don't want to lie anymore.
Not him nor to her. And not to me.